Thursday, September 23, 2004

Ye became a christian, this is the happiest thing I have heard today!!
And another friend Ray will get married this year!!!! And he will move to singapore!!!

Well, had a long jog with Sandra on the coogee beach tonight. We started to talk about our recent conversation with our J.W. friends. Please don't give up or feel uncomfortable, sis! God is training us to speak wise and more effectively through these experience, it won't be easy to convince someone with a strong hatred of Christianity.In the end it is not because they are our friend but God chooses us to do so, to feed his sheep. Sometime it's like an assignment, it is an assignment marked with a due date. Do not be hurry to finish it to get a pass mark, but to push yourself to do it well instead and present it in front of God.
(The completion of the task is NOT the prerequisite of entering heaven, but isn't good that you did something worthwhile on earth?)

spinning :
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above...

(Black eyed peas)
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6 comments:

Anonymous said...

may i remind you that everything is Pre-destined. but we do need to work hard ,( dare i use the word 'race') for God's will. I don't the particular outcome for that person, sometimes i truly wished that i knew.So , In His Will He wants everyone to come to repentance and to be saved. But in reality not everyone will be saved. that's something for Christians finding it hard to understand and accept. In the end , that Person whom you are Preaching to might sound too stubborn to listen, Might sound too hard to talk to , might even sound beyond any hope for any further progress. please i urge you not give up, focus on the key issue(salvation) and try to understand where they are coming from.
God hasn't given up to save us , i hope you haven't given up on that person, because , sometimes, it seems that you might be their ONLY HOPE to hear the gospel.

11:20 PM
tata said...

I am very encouraged by your words. I won't give up.

5:03 PM
Anonymous said...

simon_qu : getting back to me for not attending sundays.when you're reading through what i have wrote before, you usually have this persona of me from almost a year ago. thinking i'm still the same.
here's my problem. i have suffered a Monumental COLLAPSE. not a fundamental one where i question if God exists at all, but it's personal problem where i realise i have failed in what i suppose to adhere to. my thoughts(possibly heart) ..... have crossed line. this time (so far) God is leaving me there to suffer alone, because maybe HE wants me to know how painful it is.
it's tearing me apart. my mind is drifting away. i don't know how to put this to everyone. i had 'feelings' that i shouldn't have and that feelings is tearing me apart. so far, i can't even get rid of it. as a result , i can't or don't want to pray, my priorities has been re-arranged, my behavior is getting unacceptable and my mind is a mess.

re: a Monumental collapse doesn't portrait a sand castle at beaches been slowly washed away by the sea .
i'm talking about the 'walls of Jericho' collapsing. this could be the beginning of the end for me.

11:32 PM
tata said...

God is God and you are not.
Never underestimate God's power or diminish His sovereignty. Also never forget God is Loving God. Israelites repeatedly sin but God still shows His great mercy on them and gave them chance.

God can make the impenetrable walls collapse and I also believe that He can rebuild it in one second if He wants to. So you might get into the topic whether He wants you to be saved or not. Why don't you try to talk to God? ask Him?
Why don't you pray? "i can't or don't want to pray"
what are you afraid of? why don't you give yourself a chance? if you never try, you fail already.
Please use your willpower ~~#%^%&%^Zzzzz

God will never leave you suffer alone, at least i can tell you that lots of people in MBF are praying for you and I guess your family is always there to support you. We might not feel the same pain as you, but we know the feeling when someone is tolled away from God.
You make us worry, make us SAD and you even make us doubt about our abilities to help someone we care. So how could you say God leave you alone to suffer? We are suffering with you!!!

Well, maybe my words are too harsh.
Can you tell me what happened in the past? Your Monumental collapse must have a cause... I want to know...

10:49 PM
Anonymous said...

simon:
I know God can whatever He likes. i cannot get in the way. i don't want to pray, because everyday i feel pissed off and feeling irritated, also because i still upset. i don't want to come back , because i cannot and right now don't want to pray.
as a result, i spent probably a fortune on role playing cards just to get distracted.
and therefore, following this mindless chase of happiness , i'm losing interest on living and spending more days pretending to be happy.
you cannot suffer with me, you don't what i'm suffering from. i'm suffering from my own stupidity.

9:54 PM
Anonymous said...

simon :
you don't really care about me. in fact no one does.

9:01 PM

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