Friday, April 23, 2004

The heaviness of my body.
Really really sad that I had experienced this nightmare during past 10 mins. (again in this month).
Incapable of crying out, incapable of controlling of my phyiscal body while awake,which being pulled apart from my thoughts and soul. I am not going to write about it because I have recorded so many times before. This time I know the exact duration because I just set my alarm clock before bed.
Reminder :
- Good to leave a light on in the room.
- Never stay up after 3am, because it is a not-so-good way to suicide.
Question: If we gonna leave our physical body on earth after we die, what kind of pain we get from the eternal fire? (the earth could be the centre of the Hell?) (Fire and worm just a symbol right?)


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