I woke up by 1 phone call, 1 sms message and 1 msn "offline" msg this morning. The last one is actually from my father. As all the msn users know that msn doesn't have offline msg function. Now you can figure out what happened. So I blamed my brian dysfunction on the mircrowave radiation emissions from mobile. Sigh, too much blaming to remember what the message was.
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My feckless pleas
echo forever unuttered.

i am happy! hope it lasts !

I did a fitful sleep last night, woke up by the shining sun. Think again that I am in sydney and I am alone. Everything was seared away in one blazing instant of fear. Faced with the bleak hollowness of a world. Why did I come back so early? But what can I do if I stay there? Am I able to take all those responsibilities?
Like the film i recently watched, I always believe that I am haunted by a curse which destines me to fail in every family relationship or reach out for help from nowhere. (Very ironic is that I am a christian. I have to encourage myself from the other point of view. Nothing is predictable except our far future. And where is my favourite verse in bible 'do not worry...'? ) sigh, uncle, I gave you my unrealistic future plan but that's the only thing keep me going. I am tired and exhausted at the age of 24.
well,I have to struggle to get up.

"a plank that reaches no where."

Roman Christian who according to tradition was martyred during the persecution of Christians by Emperor Claudius II. Another martyr named Valentine, who was bishop of Terni, a region in present-day central Italy, has also been suggested as the inspiration for our modern feast of Saint Valentine's Day.

Bought HP Pentium4 a450a(512MB,80GB) desktop and 17'' LG LCD monitor with canon MPC190 multifunctional printer(copier and scanner) for auntie shelley today. Come with DVD RW/CD RW,TV turner card,128MB memory stick,internal modem, ethernet, 6 USB ports ,2 Firewire ports,optical mouse...PLus lots of good software like the Encarta 2004 ... only $2300 in total!!!
HP is a big brand, but i never know it is so popular in australia. 80% stocks in harvey norman/officework are hp's (desktop only).
And they also offer a matched set consisting of wood frame TFT/LCD monitor and wood keyboard. @_@ forgot to take a photo of it.

Updated my Window system from Microsoft Web Site due to the virus alert on NINE news and the all process including installation took me about 4 hours to complete. I have the old version of Norton but the updating function is not working.. need to find something to protect my pc.
And also on news: government considers cat-free suburbs in ACT. All cats should be out of sight on the street.. the reason they give is that cats kill too much birds. Really ?How come I never saw any hyper-active cats on the street catching wildlife? Arent they just insterested in the packed cat food? On the other hand, what do they expect cat's nature is?
well, the government believes 50% of the canberra residents will agree this....

Jan 7,2004 3:54 Gate58
God is amazing, I believe He will guide me all the way along. Forgot to bring any book with me because I left home in hurry, and only put one christian book in my luggage. So I searched the bookstore in the airport for something worthwhile to read while waiting. I was going to buy the 50% off John Grisham fiction or the interesting "usa phrasebook".But in the end, i chose a book with 60 short stories from australian writers(they are short, so i can pick up anytime). Read 2 stores in the coffee shop, and i realise
the entire book is a christian book. The stories are telling how people search God(God searchs us in every day life!). I was so glad that i bought this book. I can feel that God is always watching me. He knows that I will be lazy(not bring any books). He knows that I might forget Him when I leave the church temporary. I suddenly recall tim's last message on icq. something like"have a godly holiday". I didn't think too much abou it,now I know I indeed should live in this way even I am going to a very materialized city.
Thanks God!
sydney - singapore 3,912 miles 7:30 hours
singapore - shanghai 2,353 miles 5 hours
sydney time 2:35 sinpapore
Hot towel.
sydeny time 7:00am
No.2 Airport line arrived in time, 天空开始亮了，玻璃上有雨划过的痕迹。

I never thought I would get another pair of new spectacles and they ought to. We all have some obligation not to give in easily to deterioration of any kind. It's a funny thing that even though most of us dont like the idea of wearing glasses because we dont think anyone else looks any worse weaning them. As a matter of fact, we all have friends who'd look strange if they didnt have their glasses on. They look like themselves with them; they'd look funny without them.
My eyes certianly got worse within a year. The doctor told me it is impossible to get better in the future....sad..