Just finish reading 'catch me if you can ' by frank w. Abagnale. People may fascinate his teenager experience, even his life in prison.
As he said to the media.'once i did the things i did, it was impossible to go back'. Sometimes, it is the inner you who decide what to do. There are always two version of 'me' inside talking to each other. therefore the result will depend on which one diminishes its power.
In the past 2 years, i have changed a lot. Thank God for this. God works in our heart and renew it.