Yah, we had a new plan for our short trip tomorrow. So we will visit some place much better than Port Macquarie.
Monday, 9am departure from Sydney,
lunch break on the way at Newcastle.
Then Walter will drive up to Byron Bay,
(yes, we almost get to gold coast)
if possible, we can catch the sunset at light house and sunrise at Tallow Beach next day.
Tuesday,heading back, depart for Red Rock, (210km)
then Coffs Harbour (approx 40km from Red rock).
Wednesday, leaving newcastle and New Year Eve firework.
We decide to drive the long exhausting distance when we are fresh, and only 2-3 hours on the last day trip. =)

Weather will be nice but i discover my camera is broken (i thought it was out of battery only). What to do?

兩個寂寞
作詞：廖士賢　作曲：周杰倫　合唱：(Rap)周杰倫

拿起了紅蘋果　放在嘴巴咬一口　咬出了一個缺口　排遣這寂寞
再咬一口蘋果　多出了一個缺口　還是一樣的結果　一樣的寂寞
站在鏡子前面轉身　眼前多了一個分身
站在鏡子前面轉身　眼前多了一個

兩個女人兩個世界的寂寞　一左一右在等待著什麼
窗外的細雨無聲無息飄落　將美麗化成了彩虹

Rap:　我又夢見　我在某個角落　我感覺這孤獨
一天一天在將呼吸減弱　心跳變弱　直到有天沒有力氣再去感動
我不想這樣過下去　這不是我　我猜想愛情到底躲在哪個角落
我不想讓孤獨再一直將我傷分析　愛的位置愛的蹤跡愛的座標
哪擱算抹出來　只好繼續夢下去（台語）

currently listening to 陶晶瑩 - 《青春》and like this song 《兩個寂寞》.

在圣诞节后的第一个凌晨，习惯性地失眠。听着一首旋律很美，而仔细去看歌词会被其赤裸程度下一跳的歌。慢慢地有了一丝倦意。今年的平安夜，与Sandra 和 Christine 一起度过。年初时许下的愿没有实现，没有读完想读的书，时间就这样过去了。我想象着如果儿時起所學的關於時間的概念不是這樣﹐人們不是在對它若得若失週旋中﹐ 或許會多一份自在。時間是汪洋的大海﹐你在海裡面﹐無論你願不願以﹐海水總會動﹐按著它的方向﹐不會因你而改變。時間是上帝創造的﹐上帝看大海﹐高高地向下看﹐猶如一面平鏡﹐他給予每一個人都是同一個﹐但你可以選擇你的航道。

Got an email from johnlai today (he was my comp 1a tutor). :D
It has been a year since he came back to Taiwan and he has been working at VIA Technologies doing IC Design for a while. To all who have met him, john is a capable and bright person. He helped us a lot during his haskell tutorials and even gave extra classes for assignments. I think I might still keep the email he replied. ( you should guess what kind of questions I asked when I first touched computer and coding in year 1). Really glad to know he is enjoying the fast-pace life in tw.

3 days trip to Port Macquarie will be the last excitement before I go to china. As the weather is getting hotter, I start to worry about the bush fire. I can still remember the squally weather last time we drived pass the port shephens after a few hours of melting in the car.

Yang gave a 6-in-1 multi-styler today as my Christmas present and I really wonder how to burn my hair with these crimping, curling and spiral plates. May be the thomas the tank engine is a better alternative for me. (JKing)

And mum and grandpa sent me a nice 3-d christmas card. I don't think they will celebrate Christmas without me there. I could still remember every chrsitmas morning i woke up when i was a child. I could always found lots of Gifts under my blanket or my pillow. Mum once handmade a santa claus pillow(round shape) and filled it with lots of fairytale story books. I knew she was sewing it at night after i slept. Mum is the most outstanding woman i know. She endured so many pains in her life but never cries. So she wrote me "sydney doesn't believe in tear" (an old film 'moscow doesn't believe in tear', russia) in a letter when i was melancholic. I wish i can have the courage and fortitude of her.

merry christmas!

Proverbs 23
15 My son, if your heart is wise,
then my heart will be glad;
16 my inmost being will rejoice
when your lips speak what is right.

Just finish reading 'catch me if you can ' by frank w. Abagnale. People may fascinate his teenager experience, even his life in prison.
As he said to the media.'once i did the things i did, it was impossible to go back'. Sometimes, it is the inner you who decide what to do. There are always two version of 'me' inside talking to each other. therefore the result will depend on which one diminishes its power.
In the past 2 years, i have changed a lot. Thank God for this. God works in our heart and renew it.

Took out all the paintings from the 5002 storey room and threw away the biggest one to the nearest recycle bin( i do care about the environment). Maybe the same destiny for the rest of them sooner or later.

I found hard to communicate with him in same language, even he can speak very well chinese. It is not easy to express my feeling and thought by proper english(like this.. writing blogs). And my vocal cord do not resonate well within the throat and he is a baritone in excellent voice. lots of difference.

The petrol station shop renovated to 'coles express' today but nothing changed so far inside it. Went to scott and vivian's new home. very impressed by the huge backyard and the 7 year-old dog 'scooter'. The picture when we're all standing appeared in my dream before. I do not mind this happens frequently but i really wonder why. Hope one day i can get answer.

Watched a Jack black's movie yesterday. A guitarist with huge delusions of grandeur. Felt sorry for those 10 year-old children got touch to the other side of the town far too early. The rock music certainly doesnt release my nerve tension and caused 2 innocent deaths in my 5 hours nightmare. :-(

Kerry woke me up at 8:30 and i rushed to uni in 15 mins, because it is my turn to do nametag today. I tried my best to recall people's name this time, but still ...sigh.. my poor memory.
Libing starts to lead bible study today. My mind wasn't sharp and awake i guess. I should sleep eariler next saturday night.
Drizzled off and on for a week already. Holiday is great, i have lots of time for reading and watching videos. Also catch up with long-time-no-see friends. I havent seen carmen in person after HSC. ( cant believe that 4 years has passed by). yesterday was her birthday. When I was on the train to Sutherland I saw Gymea, i thought i might send a "happy birthday" message to her when i got home.
The relationship between us , four of us is getting worse.
I hope no one will get hurt in any way.. I don't want to be selfish. I blamed S that it is his fault. But indeed, i am so tired.. i do not want a gathering.

NAME: Harry James Potter
AGE: 14
BIRTHDAY: July 31, 1980
PARENTS: James Potter/Lily Evans-Potter
SIBLINGS: None
FRIENDS: Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Hagrid, Dean Thomas, Seamus Finnigan, Fred & George Weasley, Lee Jordan, Fleur Delacour, Viktor Krum, Katie Bell, Angelina Johnson, the Weasleys, etc.
ENEMIES: Lord Voldemort/Tom Marvolo Riddle, Draco Malfoy, Lucius Malfoy, Dudley Dursley, Gregory Goyle, Vincent Crabbe, Piers Polkiss, Barty Crouch Jr., Vernon & Petunia Dursley, Rita Skeeter, Dementors, Peter Pettigrew.
PETS: Hedwig the Owl
POSITION: Gryffindor student, seeker for the Gryffindor Quidditch team, "The Boy Who Lived," Triwizard Tournament competitor, and a Hogwarts hero.
QUOTES: "I'm a what?" / "You know your mother, [Draco] Malfoy? - that expression she's got, like she's dung under her nose? Has she always looked like that or was it just becuase you were with her?"

Got my new glasses today! i look very mature in this pair, but i like it. Went to St Thomas Church for the Mark Peterson new CD launch concert today. The band was great! Bought a new book from kinokuniya, hope i will finish reading it by the end of year.

Toujours, elle fait son nid
dans le coeur des amours.