the song is everywhere.

-Went to eastgarden to chose gift for a friend today.
-Had a long black at bayswiss along with 85% dark chocolate.
-Indulged the bitterness in my mouth.
-I had a long talk with mum yesterday night, deciding whether I should go back to shanghai this year. I got sort of feeling that she doesnt really want me back. but she didnt say it...and let me myself to decide... so i booked the ticket.
I love her so much. i just want to see her more within my short life span
-I read a few passages of Exodus yesterday in church. I feel like reading them again now...
-my favourite singer from australian idol - lauren is crying on the stage at the moment.

The mobile you have bought, I have broken it on Sep 26,2003. Only last one year.

just realized that I have been using this blogsite for a while..but I still don't know how to refresh the post each time. so i am experiencing problem...I can't find my previous entries...well,i miss my old black cover diary.

Just came back from CSE revue, it was great. We met B at the end of the show. C handed her gift, a photo album containing all the memorable moment, to B. Wish C can get over this tough period soon.

hsbc starts to charge me bank fee, so i have to put certain amount of money into the account to avoid the monthly charge. I need to find a job asap.
Uncle is still in the hospital. I can barely do anything for him except praying. I am so sad that all of my family members have serious health problem. Now, I stop picturing about the future because I am afraid to do so..

Got an email from gina today with a pic of nemo sushi. i swear i won't have sashimi for 1 month(extendable).

so please do not kill it.

drawing is my only joy.

so happy that virginia asked me to be her wedding bridesmaid .. lalala

what's the point to drink decaf coffee?
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I watched Mulholland Drive with dada today.

Cache from yahoo movie review"A woman (Herring) is abandoned on Mulholland Drive, following a car accident, suffering from amnesia. She makes her way to an apartment where she meets an aspiring actress who helps her put the pieces of her life, and the mystery of it all, back together. Elsewhere, other stories and characters weave into this ensemble piece, including a director (Theroux) with mobster problems, and a man whose dream comes true... (Michael J. Anderson plays a studio executive; Ann Miller plays the manager of the apartment complex)."
和dada讨论了一会儿， 终于有点懂这片子的意思了。。
我还是简简单单生活在这里， 不要有什么梦。 All the dreams are just illusions, it will only drive you crazy. 我害怕我的结局也会如此，所以在我还可以控制的时候， 尽量让作一个正常人。

Went to kinokunya after work yesterday. I finally found the chinese print fuyumi sorya's comic book. The price is only 1/3 of the English print. Her style is quite similar to jochen's drawing. and i purchased a new drawing book today at uni. This is the smallest one i have ever bought which is the same size as the comic book.

Benv lecturer Andrew suggests us to go cofa but i rather browse thru these fabulous graphic books. I wish i could stay there longer but i had go to caroline's place for Hebrew study.
I want to work there indeed.

i suddenly become very scared when i heard uncle's voice on the phone. At the first place , I didnt realise how serious his illness is. He couldn't ever talk on the phone. ..

海马那天拿了个美丽的戒指套在小甲虫右手的无名指上， 说你做我的女朋友吧。小甲虫猶豫了一下﹐ 她知道自己愛的是飛狐﹐ 可是飛狐正天忙著在雪山上行俠正義﹐對虫虫視而不見。。。海馬急了﹐說’我想我能保证爱你四五年‘。小甲虫抬頭望了一眼誠懇的海馬﹐給了他一個非常甜的笑。海馬開心地將小甲虫摟進懷裡。。小甲虫知道四五年對于海馬來說已經
是很大的承諾了﹐四五年後海馬對于自己是否是留在陸地上還是回大海也不是很確定﹐更
何況虫類的壽命本來就比較短﹐ 虫虫好想戀愛。于是﹐天下就多了著樣一對愛人。

2 asian were killed on Barker st and Kennedy st two-storey flat this afternoon. I am waiting for further news report on this. Hope the flat number is not 104 because i am pretty sure our flat isn't in red color.

I was quite stupid enough to leave my walkman's speaker on all the way i up to uni today.Then I walked into building env lift, two girls said something about the Cd. The radio channel turnt to chaos while i was in the lift. Then i took off the headphone, but i could still hear the music...was very embarassed.
The sky was nice today.

Apparently, my hand is shaking.

Today is grandpa's birthday. Two days after mid-autumn each year according to chinese lunar calender. Uncle left Tokyo and back home tonight. This is the first time he went back since 1997 since i was still in shanghai. I rang mom in the morning, she wasnt at home. She went to the hospital and prescribed medicine for me. I have already overdosed too many known/unknown tablets that she sent me, but if she likes doing so.. I will keep taking. And she and grandpa went to postoffice to post a parcel containing those tablets and lots of clothes and shoes. Then i called her again during dinner time. Coz i knew she was expecting my call. She needs to go the tutoring school tomorrow so she can't meet uncle tomorrow. She suddenly got very frustrated and cut the phone. 10 mins later, when i called her back, she said she went back from downstairs twice to check if the phone rings. I dont know how to describe my feeling. What i did in last 10 mins was: swallow 6 tablets and waiting for next stomachache...........
my life is miserable at the moment.


why you've repeated that passage? You want to test if i can hold my tears this time or not? Why you have always pose as i do?

well.. the pain comes .. i am dying again

i can only imagine walk by your side with same pace:)

too much homework need to be done by thursday. this drives me crazy. specially seeing a girl in my benv class has done so much terrific and amazing artworks in her visual diary and my brain undergo 2 hours long brainstorming in hci tutorial. more sadly . i locked myself outside the room coz i forgot to bring the key when i took the rabbish downstairs..........4am now. still not asleep. remember the chinese say.. my bed is as close as inches but as far as sky-edge (i made this up). i have 4 more pages for hsi assignment .the interactive test for japn and benv diary due today.

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i hate talking about copyright issue.

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-nexium:esomeprazole for one week
-ultrasound:upper abdomen tomorrow
-try to analyze emotional depression out
-someone from unsw nss accidently dropped all my subjects
-learnt some japanese sign (deaf people's hand sign)...