林志炫 一個人的樣子
林志炫 超炫傳

被太阳晒怕了， 变得黑红黝亮了，要在家里闭门思过几天， 等着周二下雨。 昨日在一位老爷爷从山坡上快要向后翻下去的时候， 一手揪住他胸口的衬衣， 一手抓住小树， 把他扯了上来， 救了老人一命。 后来才知， 此人比我外公还大一岁， 生病前的外公， 一定比他灵落多了。
外公手术后要住院两星期， 舅舅每晚去陪夜， 白天做翻译。上海的中心医院真是倒几, 一次又一次误诊。很担心, 但又回不了上海, 帮不上忙。

My mind is shifty.But it has been a constant trend, can I still call it "shifty"?
I wanna get my ears pierced but I don't know how many times I have to make this decision.

《姐姐词典》
如果一部戏拍得可以连贯而且达意就不需要时不时出来的细体词组. 没有经历过70年代, 但是感觉此片没有把文革时期的人性的扭曲充分展现出来, 女主角的裙子太花, 摇摆过度, 整部戏太强调男女的情爱, 从另一角度美化了文革. 也美化了当时的国人.
但 是我想我会记得戏中的男人, 第一个得不到她却毁了她, 第二个是在她最需要他时懦弱地抛弃了她. 第三个是用花言巧语骗她付出了真心和他结婚， 后来却用卑鄙的手段让她流产而且离开了她, 使她伤透了心. 第四个也是先前的第二个, 前一分钟还说别人都不爱只爱她一个, 后一分钟和别人结了婚...
可怜的女人常常被人说成善变, 可是她们的男人才是演戏却不用变装的临时演员, 离开时挥挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩.
记者采访在 《如果 爱》 中饰演深情10年不变男子-金城武, 问他 会不会在现实生活中爱一个人这么久, 他回答说不会, 他只会朋友般关心她，记着对方，而非继续爱她。
唉。。感人的“执著”只在电影中。
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所有恋爱中的女人都载着“我永远爱你”的包囊幸福飞翔， 直到落下来还紧紧抓着， 舍不得放。

Time is not a healer, broken friendship is hard to reconcile. The noise, a shrill and belligerent gabble between these two, began to churn all the information out of my brain as well as the stuff I ate. Cannot blame on Kimchi this time.

Petals around the rose story
and the game.

Good weekends away

Targoola

Australian Sea Shack - Old Erowal Bay

Hardys Bay

Bannister's Point Lodge Mollymook

Blackdown Rural Estate - Bathurst

Casa Belle Guest House - Bellingen

Collits' Inn - Hartley vale

Coombing Park - Carcoar

Crown and Anchor - Eden

Crystal Creek Retreat

Duntryleague Guesthouse -Orange

Ginninderry Homestead - MacGregor ACT

Gully Falls House - Via Dungog

Hill END B&B

Jonah's - Palm Beach

Langi-Dorn B&B - Kurrajong Hills

Lilianfels Blue Mountains Resort - Katoomba

Mona- Braidwood

Old Convent - Borenore

Old Leura Dairy

On The Rocks - Yamba

Pleasant Heights B&B - Mt Pleasant

Promised Land cottages - Via Bellingen

Rooster Hill Guest house - Oberon

Sojourn at Far Meadow

The Tin Dog - Federal

The York - Kingston, ACT

Tomah Mountain Lodge

Tower Lodge - Hunter Valley

Tumbling Waters Retreat - Stanwell Tops

University House - Acton, ACT

Woodbyne Private Hotel - Jaspers Brush

Everything went so smooth today, the sydney medical centre was quiet and doctor was waiting for you without an appointment ahead. And 15mins in the X-ray room and was told there is nothing wrong with my lower spine! Then I can get onto next stage of treatment or more exercise instead.
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Each of us received an "anonymous" Xmas gift from "Santa" after lunch party.(Santa didn't know how to pronounce my name!!)
K gave me a bottle of coffee liqueur chocolate sauce and all my taste buds were amplified instantly. Many people got mugs/wine/boxed chocolates. We can't stop teasing Chris after he opened his gift - an iron! Tomorrow will be last day of non-mufti of this year, let's see what he gonna wear! ho ho ho ho..
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Next a few days will be my busiest workng period. G used the term "desperate need money" to describe me in a mocking tone many times. I had a thought to quit my DJ job early this week but I will keep it so that I can have less time with these kind of indifferent people.
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2006.01.03
G has been searching a career move after the new year break. I asked her why, she gave me an answer. I regret what I posted here and want to apologise for my tempersome words.

Next year, I will learn, I will try and love someone!!!

Road

5 ambulances, 3 police cars and 1 fire engine
Disturbed all the way home by non-stop siren. People bashing each other, being grabbed by policeman. An fire engine crashed into another innocent 4 wheels drive on the way to save others.
Now I constantly fear the surrounding and have less expectation for the future to come.
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Work
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Life
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Dream
I had a really wonderful dream yesterday, I was describing a beautiful beautiful place I've been in another wonderful dream a few weeks ago.
I underwent a painful revulsion when I realised that I chosed to crueller world to wake up.
(bk on dc)

The day before, I "woke up" in my dream and I saw my room was like a fish tank. Pinky petals were floating on the water surface as rays of sunshine was pouring through. It was so beautiful. In my dream, mom convinced me that the water would be good for me but she has to empty it after I got up so that I could breathe.

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Yesterday, in my dream I walked with my beloved dad. We were like father and daughter.
We tried to deposit money into a bank but somehow the transaction was terminated because of the business closing. With partial amount of cash we rode down to a crowded place. He bought me an unusual toy - a lanky cotton-filled soft puppet. I hold it so close to my heart and it almost became flat. Then he bought me another two in similar kind. I was happy ... but a minute later, I lost him... I asked everyone there, "did you see my dad?". I must cried...where are you dad? It was so dark outside, I can't go home by myself. where are you dad, it was too dark outside, how can you leave by yourself?!