forever and forever.

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Dan, you are wonderful painter (v 7).

Reasons that I hide my identity on the net:
(Note: a fixed nickname is differ from hiding identity.)
1) Nicknames are fun, can change it whenever I want.
2) Real name represents my outer shell. When I take off that shell, I don't want others to hurt me or being hurt.
3) Don't want others recognize me - simple.

For people has interest in reading public blog and forum, they don't care who you are, they get what they want and go. At that time, your name is just an invariant.

4) So like the Parable of the Sower,"they may indeed see but not perceive, and may indeed hear but not understand".
5) Sometimes just NO need to let others know who I am.
6) Could be lacking confidence or avoiding responsibility.

It is really dangerous to talk on a mobile phone while driving, but most people doesn't realise it or care about it. As long as it is legal in Australia. I saw a lady killed a bicycle boy because of typing sms message when she was on the road. A lapse in concentration while driving can kill. My old mobile has "auto answering in the car" function. The person on the other end may not know what situation you are in, so please do not answer or just tell them. Involving in a car accident will take much longer time than calling back afterwards...
Just a reminder...b'coz ust had a 5 mins conversation with someone who was driving....

One moment, you're defeated

你躲在画室里， 不敢出来。却又画不好画， 心烦呀。手上的黑色抹得到处都是，音乐听来也心烦， 把纸上的人眼圈涂呀涂。。。。。 浓浓地淹没了眼白。

James 1:12Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him. 13Let no one say when he is tempted, "I am being tempted by God," for God cannot be tempted with evil, and he himself tempts no one. 14But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire. 15Then desire when it has conceived gives birth to sin, and sin when it is fully grown brings forth death.
16Do not be deceived, my beloved brothers. 17Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change.[4] 18Of his own will he brought us forth by the word of truth, that we should be a kind of firstfruits of his creatures.

Very interesting day today.
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One of my friend's ex-bf, called my name loud in Qaud and talked for a while; Then an hour later. When we(me and his ex) walked towards him, he pretended he didn't know us. Why people always hurts each other? I mean why he hurts her??? Does he feel happy by doing so? I don't think anyone will love him as much as her do in this world. I said this.
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Ivy from my bible study group, told me the reason why she got baptised at the beginning of this year in tw.
Her mum actually told her story ....and let me to rephrase it now.
Allen just finished his HSC. After a long waiting, the UAI mark was out and he got his offer from UNSW. One day, while he was walking on the street he picked up a wallet and he sent it to the police office. The officer asked him to record down his name and information. Allen wrote down his name and school name which is UNSW.
The police officer finally found the owner of the wallet. The wallet was very important to the owner...He felt he had to thank A for his honesty. So he looked up Allen's detail....hummm ..UNSW.... so the owner contacted UNSW, and tried to find Allen. But Allen's name is nowhere in UNSW students' database. Because Allen hasn't enrolled yet !!!
Ok... the metaphor of this story is that baptism is like the enrollment. The certificate shows you are in God's kingdom.
hummm.. that's what I have heard from Ivy.... Just a new interpretation of why we should get baptised.
I thought I got baptised on a valentine day, but I wasn't in water.. am I really baptised?
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Scotty gave us a talk on "if God is love, why hell?"
I am afraid of fire and worms. I definitively don't want to go there. But do I remember this when I induldge in worldly happiness? I fear God, because He is rightous.
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Talked about worm/insects... Yang used her hand to pick a live cockroach and released it back to ground (lucky u,little qiang!) ..... yeeek...
but i felt guilty when I think back...we have no right to kill them.
3 ants are 3 lives.
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Henry said I look/talk/act exactly same as his friend in guangdong.. are we twins??
Need to find out.
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J.Wu got sued finally. I forebode that he will get himself out of the court case pretty soon.
But I really wish this fraud can get punished of what he did.
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Whale cannot speak English but loves warm Australian sea.
Tata is cruel, she loves fishing.
Whale says do not kill me, you can ride on me and I will show you the world.
Tata is cruel, love fishing is her nature.

Bought a new discman which can play mp3/mpeg.Therefore I can listen to hundreds songs without switching around cds.. that's so cool...it is time for retirement of my old MD player...
Am I in the wrong sequence? Most of people have cd-player earlier than md. But I have been using MD for 5 years but never owned a diskman...hummm...

You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear
(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME
(I Peter 5:7)

You say: "I don't have enough faith"
God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith
(Romans 12:3)

You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom
(I Corinthians 1:30)

有没有听过冰块在热水中爆裂的声音？