Let it grow.

I extracted some notes from so far I have read and typed them up.
http://tabura.focuser.net/archives/002437.html

I still don't know what happened to you during last 2 years of uni.
I think your grade is much better than me...what else? pressure from assignment??? career???
And you have your both parents on your graduation day, you said you are NOT happy??!!!!
How could you say that?!!!
I wish one of my parents could be there, then I will certainly go to my OWN graduation!
silly you! Treasure what you have!!
Are you happy to make me frustrated??

TO S,
Due the extremely busy schedule this week and the lack of sleep, I couldn't check each comment on my blog and reply in time. I did read your last comment yesterday and was vexed. Don't know how to reply but it doesn't mean I neglected it.

I was in Kinokuniya bookshop today and spent an hour to read and choose a Christian book on the topic "Why evil and suffering in this world". I'm not sure I bought the right book so please allow me some time to read and digest it. If you want to read the whole book, I can give to you when you come. I can also mail it to you if you send me your postal address to my email.

I will wear that fate tomorrow.

Why babies cry in the middle of the sermon? Will they get frightened to see so many people in the congregation? May be they scare of those heads trying to sneak up on them and squeeze their hands? oh.. if I have a baby, I will prefer to stay in creche, much safer ...

Inspiration from a cup of extremely bitter macchiato:
coffee and milk

Coffee can be coffee if there is only coffee,
Coffee can be coffee if you add milk in.
milk is helper and sugar is love, happiness is vaporising in the air,
but without sugar, it can still be coffee.

Macchiato is a quite arrogant exception,
it does have milk foam on top of it but barely mix up with them.

回答：不告诉你
连着两天， 被不同的人以这句话将我一把推开。两个我视为最亲近的人。
第一次听到时， 很难受， 把自己关在房间里。
第二次听到时， 更难受， 只想快快逃出那间房间。

没什麽大不了的事， 不懂为何要隐瞒。 根本是无关痛痒的事， 非要另一方听了难受才去说（可能我理解错了，很多时候是我太在乎）。 若真的不想讲， 请支吾一下， 我也会会意。若真的不能讲的事，你这样回答我不会介意。

很多人不喜欢坦诚去面对人， 双手交叉地挡在胸前， 无心中保留着距离。
而没有大智慧的人， 有时一激动就将自己大大小小的秘密全都抖出来了。 反而看看我曾经交往过的和现在周围的一些朋友， 他们都将自己保护地很好， 点头微笑地看着你，看着你在不知不觉中将自己剥得一丝不挂。
自闭症是这个社会的产物， 对人应该很小气。

Personality Test Does it work?
My result is ISFP. Then I would be along with Picasso.
But Katie insisted I am an INFP according to her observation. So a Homer?
Noticed that Missionary is one of the career preferences in INFP page? wahoo!

And the psychologist said the happiness in fact is made up of:
50% genetic
30% doing what you want to do
10% relationship
10% wealth

Then we had a huge debate on depression/eating disorder because someone didn't agree with factor of DNA. (Good to have 2 lawyers, 1 fashion designer, 1 actress and child carer within the group. ;-) )

Didn't manage to attend my own Graduation ceremony. I thought no one knows till some of my friends saw my name on the first page inside the booklet and were a bit upset because I didn't invite them...well, just to clarify that my name wasn't suppose to be there.
Came back from work training in the afternoon and rushed to uni . Chi's just finished the tediously long graduation ceremony. He graduated with first class honour in Telecom Eng. Congrats, mate! Another good news, 'white' got the graduate position offer this morning. Met karl, it's his graduation as well. blah blah...time fleets, soon after graduation we all head to different directions. Some have gone back where they come from. Some disappeared...some just left my memory... it's sad.

感觉到风在动 感觉日出在远方海上
感觉到心被轻轻地呼唤
感觉自己像透明一样
跳跃在树叶间闪动的光
这一刻思绪 无法和别人分享

我已把从前忘了 我也把未来忘了
世界还既然继续它的规则
我的心有那么自在的心跳
而生活的追逐 再也不重要

i was tempersome.

fragile you
all i see is a pair of red eyes, dull and uninspired.