我一向十分注重周一早上的交通， 是否可以在奔到车站就看到373，是否会看到蛋糕店的运输车， 还是要在冷风中发抖五分钟,一边还要躲让旋转着刷子的垃圾车， 这些都会预言到一我星期的命运， 常常这样傻傻地想。今天， 一切很顺利，上了车做到了一个空位， 一路灰灰暗暗地睡， 昨晚11：18接到了Z的电话, 再打完两个optus free 20mins后,我说我一定要睡了... 这个在我生命中消失了几年的人, 就这样莫名其妙地回来了. 我忘记了曾经如何心痛, 忘记了如何把他从记忆中擦掉, 现在居然可以没有过记地像朋友一样聊着天.令我惊讶的是,两人每天就在对着的两幢楼里上班. 他问, 路是平行着的还是交叉的, 我看看墙上的地图说是平行的. 我说你的楼是我们公司的, 刚进公司是常常去那里training. 他说, 你的那栋下面的咖啡像instant,不好喝, 你也不会喜欢的...
我迷迷茫茫, 巴士开到oxford街就不动了, 司机不断发动关掉再发动, 手表走了5分钟才打开门放我们. 海德公园在远远的前方, 本想今天在路过他公司时去张望一下他的楼层, 看来要走其他的路,不然就要迟到了....
工作压力很大, 刚接手别人的工作很担心会做不好, 上午过得很快, 1点的时候才完成1/4. stressful! 中午, 他寄了email, 周三一起吃午餐吧...去洗手间的时候看了一下自己, 4年的光阴没有把我变成他以为的comic queen, 而他呢?? 他的相貌我一点也记不起了...
人生像一节节的车厢,我们各分西东, 再在其他的车厢遇到其他的人. 现在我们是两辆并行而开的火车, 彼此在窗口看到了对方, 微笑着打招呼...

9am-6pm
1pm-6pm
7am-7pm
7am-1opm
7am-1opm
7am-1opm
7am-7pm
9am-6pm

steamboat
darjeeling tea
金门贡糖
Midori&Bailey original&ice
fifth leg rose
Max Brenner chocolate
烧仙草
wahhha...
plus game!!!

how shallow i am
i start to buy things in pairs, sometimes they look identical, clothes, necklaces, phones, cds,etc. For shoes, i buy 2 pairs. it's just too hard to decide which one to choose. My giant size carla zampatti bags does swallow everything in and breathe out happiness.
i was in a contentious mood for the day, almost burst in tear a few times. aimlessly walked to V's company after work. Her manager is super understanding and let her go with me earlier. Then we went to randwick ritz, picked up a movie. Sipping coke with popcorn while the bullets were flying.
Said goodbye to V at the crossroad, ran to coles to buy some vegie. Need to make sandwich for next 8 meals (except friday lunch). I finally decide to buy a hairdryer today( i have been using not-too-powerful heater to dry my hair at 5:30am for weeks). Met C in the queue, i insisted her to put her stuff in my basket so she didn't need to go to the end of the queue. Then when she checked the receipt later on, we found out coles charged me wrong for the hairdryer. So I ended up getting a free one.
Tonight, i will try to fill in 2 job applications to Austrac. Pages of selection criteria, and i am not sure whether i can finish reading the job spec before bed time. Well, coffee and coke in the late afternoon should help!
Goodnight and peace out! <- hehe

てるてる坊主

做个晴天娃娃
挂在有风的屋檐
打开窗就可以看到
告诉我今天的心情

Teru teru bozu, teru bozu
Ashita tenki ni shite o-kure

In the dream, i tried to stop my father to have a magnum icecream. it's not good for your heart, I said to him...
In the dream, i remember heart failure is no longer a problem for him...
In the dream, we packed everything and moved to a place called heydam...
In the dream, I wanted to go to church on Sunday but i couldn't coz i am far far away...

今天， 一个顾客在买了东西后， 表演了两个魔术给我看，我目瞪口呆。 可以随便把东西变没有，又变出来，以前只有在电视上看到。 生活中有很多点点滴滴还是很精彩的， 每天我会见到很多人， 对很多人微笑， 掠过他们的人生， 又再把他们忘记。我看见新鲜的事物， 学到新的单词， 听到别人的故事， 然后把这些拼凑成我的一天。

This week I had three nights off which means I can do lots of thing after coming back from 1st job. I opened a PO box at postoffice, bought a big filing box and got all the documents ready, reminding myself to fill out the application forms for mom's immigration while i have time. But then I went to bed at 6pm on Monday,singing melancholic song in the midnight, and locked myself out of the door yesterday. I was sitting on the stairs with 2 oranges in hands, waiting and waiting. Felt so dreadful every time when the light turnt off. I had to stand up and push it again. I never had so much time for thinking alone, i always avoid thinking that's why i kept busy working or doing other things.:P Flatmate came back 3 hours later, i am so lucky that she didn't stay up in hospital for another operation!
Haven't done much for today, played with Lavender-Lavandin aromatique oil for a while. Today I was told that I exposed too much personal thing to someone. Things like there would be an electrician at my place to install the smoke alarm on friday afternoon. That's too personal that I shouldn't tell a guy about it. That's inappropriate and leads to misunderstanding.. Ok, from now on, I write all those tedious details of my life to my diary :P

母亲节给妈妈打电话， 反倒一直在关心我。她提醒我冰箱的门上有人参和西洋参。 人参要切片放在嘴里含， 西洋参可以泡茶喝。 记得小时候， 妈妈在煮饭的时候在蒸阁里会放， 我一闻到其味道就难受， 有时她还逼我喝一点汤 ToT
可这东西好呀, 比你喝的咖啡要好, 咖啡让你老得快.
我一听, 赶忙去找, 只有两根手指长的树根躺在红色小塑料盒中. 试过用大刀小刀切, 丝毫不动, 参还是老的硬. 于是把整根丢进了热水壶.
早上起来, 喝了浓浓两杯, 差点赶不上bus. 在车上才开始担忧, 如果喝下的是只能一片片服用的人参怎么办? 会不会肝火旺盛? 会不会七窍流血? 流鼻血就好, 说不定可以请病假, 回家睡觉.

we had to sleep!

填得满满的
手机里，邮箱中
心里
脑子里
眼睛里
都是

Cellular Love Detector

Love Detector [via gizmodo]

Link: Asperger sufferers

我想是拥有一头红发，绿色的眸子， 更白的皮肤， 附加雀斑和高挑身材；

我要去欧洲， 在不同的地方久住，去美术馆悠闲地一样一样看；我要睡到自然醒， 醒来后看到太阳，生活像呼吸一样自由，每天能带著平静的心入梦；我要多懂几种语言， 要用能横跨12个琴键的手指弹琴， 能用耳膜分辨出不同声音， 也能自娱自乐地唱给自己听；我想要一杯放在白色杯子里白色小圆桌上的咖啡，一瓶花，一个宁静的海滩；
我要保留我的人生成长经历，我要隐约记得爱过我的人，我爱过的人。

今天去Ria吃了五花肉, 就是传说中很廉价又很好吃的五花肉. 吃了很多, 喉咙里飘着一层厚厚的猪油, 油面上浮着辣泡菜里的大蒜味, 晚上走在路上不用带武器防身.

La Bibliochaise

视力下降了， 模模糊糊的。

Collette Dinnigan, it's pretty, but boring pretty. No excitement with the French fabric, finalised by zhongguo ren.

Religion
"This garment is made with love and care, do not iron, dry flat"

and pani

这两天我都很乖, 将心情满满地写上日记本,过滤掉后才转来叙述给别人听.
...
明天是JG在我们部门最后一天了, 他是一个在他走后还能使我脸上挂着微笑的人.
下班后为他去买中文CD,
看到一套两张碟32首歌的《A Tribute To YSC》, 大多的歌都听过, 拿起放下, 最后还是给自己买了. 无药可救!!!!一路上骂着自己...

"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans."
-- John Lennon

They pay me to waste my life.
生活变得很简陋， 很粗糙， 就像水煮的pasta;
工作像水煮pasta, 要煮很久, 得到的是比原来'看上去'多一点.