Amanda asked me how to write "dear" in japanese email. I guess the greeting word for letter is too formal for email. Japanese are like chinese, they do not use 'dear' word for everyone unless they are very close. i am very reluctant to use this word in my letters. maybe i havent totally submersed into the foreign culture.

decadence:
she whimpered: "i am decaying!", leave me alone. she laughed and passed away like sunshine.

I know deeply in mind how late hours can undermine my health as well as cognition. as a wicked and evil person, i did something repeatedly wrong.
who can pardon this person. sigh...

it is not the first time I saw this flower's name "Love-Lies-Bleeding".
it belongs to the amaranth family of flowering plants in the order Caryophyllales, with about 60 genera and more than 800 species of herbs, with a few shrubs, trees, and vines, native to tropical America.

Now i have a big map of east asia on my wall. Surprisingly, it corrects lots of geographical locus perception i had before. have heaps of thoughts everytime i look at it.

You wonder you ponder.

You were the one who said I am cruel. Now i convince myself that it is You-the one who always confuses me . and try to make me feel guilty of not treating you good.
You say:The sword is tearing the heart, the heart is bleeding to dry.
I say:Words of you is just a lie.

Went to the SUS meeting for China mission at moollege(i invented this word for moore college ) ... very very touched by Peter's words and their missionary in china. Pray that more students will become christian while they study in australia and go back to homeland to share the gospel.
i will probably open a coffee shop in shanghai ( haha i wish!) . while i brew coffee i can start presenting TWTL to them. may be i should have the six pictures on the wall.
it is a really enviable job.

i will practise write prose rather than bullet point for my blog in the future.

Just a quick note to the things i have learnt today.
From matthias media briefing magazine:
If someone doesnt appreciate the current church meeting or gathering with bros and sisters in Christ, how can he/she rejoice in heaven where we will be together forever and ever?
Someone who hates meeting friends, how can he/she suddenly change to love doing this in heaven?
I personally think there will be ample time for us to change our attitude since we have already start learning God's words day by day. But there are plenty people whose hearts are very "hard". I need to tell them.
Thanks Tina for the acupuncture and professional massage. I feel much better now.
Thanks Sandra spent lots of time with me when I was sick.
Thanks Caroline,Judy,Grace,Isabel and Libing.

IWANTODRINKCOFFEE!!!

一笑萬古春 ﹐一啼萬古愁 。

This Way Up Just came back from saltlight concert. Despite the not-so-good sound effect, the overall concert was good. I can see they have put lots of effect into it. If they could give us lyrics, I probably would enjoy it more. (lyrics is very important to me)

I live as young once,
crowd and loud,
on that day, we will smile,
in high glee.

Be Thou my vision, O Lord of my heart,
Be all else but naught to me, save that Thou art;
Be Thou my best thought in the day and the night,
Both waking and sleeping, Thy presence my light.
Be Thou my wisdom, be Thou my true Word;
Be Thou ever with me and I with Thee, Lord;
Be Thou my great Father, and I Thy true son;
Be Thou in me dwelling, and I with Thee one.
Be Thou my breastplate, my sword for the fight;
Be Thou my whole armor, be Thou my true might;
Be Thou my soul's shelter, be Thou my strong tower,
O raise Thou me heavenward, great Power of my power.
(Sandra doesnt have chance to sing this song to me :P)

Remember the love not pain.