Dust quickly accumulates if i don't sweep my room..i made my final decision to throw away 4 bags of old stuff. The feeling is great.

つかれているんです。 :( でも きょうは しけんが あるから、あまり休みたくないんです。

すきな人がいるんです!!!

A is Question, B is answer.
A: すきな人がいるんです。
B: 電話を かけたら どうですか。
一緒に食事をしたら どうですか。
一緒に海に行ったら どうですか。
A: とても ふとったんです。
B: 食べ過ぎ(たべすぎ) ないほうがいいです。
よく　運動した　ほうが いいですよ。
お茶をたくさん飲んだほうが いいですよ。

A: のどが いたいんです。
B: 水をたくさん飲んだほうが いいですよ。
薬をたくさん飲んだほうが いいですよ。
早く　かえった　ほうが いいですよ。
よく 休んだ ほんが いいですよ。

A: 腰(こし)が いたいんです。
B: 病院(びょういん) に いった ほんが いいですよ。
無理(むり)を しない ほんが いいですよ。
学校を 休んたら どうですが。

A: 今, お金が ないんです。
B: 仕事(しごと)をした　ほうが いいですよ。
両親に 言いたら どうですが。
旅行に 行かない ほんが いいですよ。
彼(かれ)から　借りたら　どうですか。

the way i say love u

Sam sam's birthday dinner. lots of nice food plus cake, and 2 icecream.
i will start on my diet plan again tomorrow! need to fit into the dress ya...........

why my voice so low and you can still hear?

Dont harrow yourself with any bitter thinking.
Do the thing you have promised to your family.

Dear God, this is my prayer. Pray everything will be fine. Everything is according to your will. i will never leave you no matter where i go and no matter what happens. I want to stay in australia.

GReat Greaat ! this book shows me how to get into sleep.huuray.. by the time i finish reading i will zzz...

I sneezed at the exactly same spot in HMV pitt st. shop. :~)
Bought 3 books from 紀伊国屋 (きのくにや)。一本是林清玄 的<玄想>﹐還有兩本﹐ 漫畫月刊﹐只是想畫畫才買下。
出門時是帶著日文書﹐畫本去圖書館的﹐走在路上﹐突然覺得很想去sutherland。一個頗遠的地方﹐可惜沒有帶上抽屜裡的紅玫瑰。 天空陰陰﹐ 清爽的空氣﹐和眼角泛出的液體混在一起。周末的校園最美 ﹐ 有一個朋友在攝影﹐來來回回見到他三次。
在這個世界上﹐尋找一個可以孤獨的角落何嘗容易。
"Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I’m just a little unwell
How I used to be"

寧可死個楓葉的紅
燦爛的狂舞天空﹐
去追向南飛的鴻雁﹐
--朱湘

i can barely get of the bed for days and missed morning tutorial today. I finished whole bottle of "nin jiom pei pa koa" which Sandra gave me( this tastes much much nicer than the senega mixture). i am still not getting any better. I couldnt go to Hebrew study, i cant talk to mum on the phone ( she will worry )and i can not do anything for carol(pray pray). Every time i'm sick, i wish i could be monitored by my mum.
I was riding my bike on the highway in my dream. And climbing endless steps in a building. I wonder what i am looking for in my life.

"We do not know why but we do know whom.
Therefore we trust the one who does know why"

eye guard is my sincere buddy.

But love is blind, and lovers cannot see… -- William Shakespeare

Time heals the wounds.

TO Carol
曾經說過文字是很可怕的東西﹐你將它寫出來﹐就等于把你的心靈寫出來了﹐放在那裡讓人看。智慧的人﹐或者很巧的一個人﹐簡簡單單地把你看透了去 ,如果你是個很脆弱的人﹐還是少寫些為妙。幸好幸好﹐世上智慧的﹐和那很巧就能讀懂你的人還是很少。往往他們草草地將目光在你的文字上掃一遍﹐已經是你的奢求了。大可放心﹐他們的目光絕不會將你的文字帶走點什麼﹐反而﹐也許還會胡亂地撒下一些所謂的他們的想法他們的見解。所以﹐大多數人還是喜歡前者﹐並不怕被人讀懂﹐畢竟物以稀為貴﹐ 此類人真的不多。

Please leave half of the acrylic tubes for me next time. for they fill the white and saturate me with the colors. I do need to use them sometimes, though u know i am a monochromist.

Watched the movie 2nd time(I still dont like it), then I jumped out of bed around 2am. I am quite lucid during the night but always want to slink in the corner of somewhere. Being the antithesis of a patient person, I have to wait for the sunlight which i hate.
Therefore I raided my closet, i have too much clothes and it is inexcusable. I faced two choices, go and buy a new ironing board or throw them away. I do not like to give away my outfits to salvation army clothes bin unless they are brand new. But most of those brand new ones are from mum's parcel which i am reluctantly keeping them. If i am a parent, I decide to smack my head. ( it is another topic).
I picked my hippopotamus top but i wore the "pumped" today.

Selected works of Broughton Knox
(Volume 2): Church and Ministry

Talked with S. She reinforced again and again that we should love others even those we dont like.
Once for a while, P was the only person in my fellowship i didnt like(no reason). And I prayed to God that I want to be her *SEF* while we played this game during MYC. coz then i have to take care of her and like her.
I flabbergasted that God really heard my pray, and I was her SEF. =) God is amazing.

yesterday, when i woke up i saw a message from Mazz on my mobile. I doubt whether Mazz saw me at Richmond station on Sunday. For that short moment i eagerly wanted to give a call and decide a date to meet up. But soon after i said to myself i dont have time.
and I have spent my time on doing collage,painting and paper cutting whole night. Manipulating with different textures and ended up very sick of this humdrum activity. it is so hard to make me love abstract art.

do not mimic him, do not mimic me doing!
kilometrico is leaking,
i disillusioned.

i love you, grandpa.

Sophie stood there, waving her hand and calling papa.

Went to Asian Club 5 yesterday night, helping with crech this year as well. I couldn't sleep for whole night. I can explain it and I don't want to. Therefore I've just experienced the worst/coldest night in my life. i intended to leave Merroo as soon as possible in the morning but glad i stayed then i have a chance to see Ben, Mattew, Jacob,Solomon, Hanna and Daniel again. And I have seen the most beautiful water vapor(fog) in cloudlike masses lying close on the surface of the lake. it is about 5:30am.
and I wish i could stay there one more night to listen to Phillip Jensen's talk.=(

study

“No creature smarts so little as a fool”(Alexander Pope)

i was going to sleep about 3 hours . now i am back to my computer typing randomly thoughts on the web. Uncle left hospital today and may back to japan in days. He is getting older and older and longer the healthiest person in the family. Pray to God that he can understand God's word one day then we will have long time together.

while we were waiting for bus home yesterday, i noticed GG knitted her brows...it is the symptom of unhappiness i guessed . so i said to her: do not knit your brows.( i always remind my mum if she's doing so). As usual, GG replied me straight away,"why do you care so much?" . i was a bit shocked coz i never meant to mind others business too much unless i care about the person. May be she was just tired, and i should keep quite from now on.
but it hurts,sis.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.